Tammy.
I dance, I laugh, I cry.
Many things happen in life. To me, every mistake is an experience gained. I turn wiser all the time, everyday, that is.

Don't judge me if you don't like to be judged. Peace.

Time to change
Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ Saturday, April 10, 2010
ARGH! I'M ENOUGH OF THIS TYPE OF LIFE ALREADY!!
IT'S TIME TO CHANGE BACK TO NORMAL BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!!
seriously i can't stand myself to go out almost everyday till late night!
it's not like me, these days i've been changing from bad to worse..
can't control of it? can't change the timing? can't have my own freedom of being at home?
i really have enough of this, i've been rebelling my family. it's worse of me.
some more i've to banned myself for spending money, it's like after i made my atm card,
& my money... slowly spent till now left.. dam little. it's not like me,
i've been keep asking myself why, why will i be like this stat?
my time management now suck like hell.. having very bad habit to drag my time.
i really hate myself for being this way, i don't want to happen anymore.
i hate this i hate myself. i hate my everything.
till now, my family is going to leave me. no one wants me.
family members hates me, totally no trust at all.
because of me, my wrong my lies my fault of rebelling, being a burden in the family.
that's not what i wanted. i feel like killing myself every moment i talkback to my mum.
feel like dying whenever i break their promises.
i'm regretting about why didn't i commit suicide few years ago,
instead of giving them so much false hope, wasting their precious money on me.
i'm really scared my family will break apart because of me,
i'm so useless, such a failure.
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